I would like to make a small announcement.
From now on I will not be posting every sarging outing in details as I did in past, but rather will only post interesting fragments from sarges and just in general stuff that happening to me and related to seduction. It doesn’t mean that I am going to write less frequently, it just means that rather than write chronological despcription of my sarges I am going to write an interesting stuff that happens.
Keep reading and you will see the reasons.
Some week ago I signed for the full imrpov program from one of the well-known places (I am not going to mention name); I actually start my first class on August 18th. The Impov been very good for me, I noticed I start conversations with people everywhere I go. Not just with chicks, but with anyone, old, young, man, women, basically whoever happened to be in proximity. I took only 4 improv walk in lessons so far, but the effects it has on my verbal skills and more importantly for my social anxiety are huge.
Just today I went to buy a new boots for myself, and while checking them out started talking to the seller girl who were helping me out, we started from shoes, but then conversation went to completely different topic not even related to the sale, next thing I know 2 other chicks who works at store joined us for the conversation. And just like that there were 4 of us, me and 3 young 20+ years old chicks having fun and light conversation.
I noticed women with whom I talk all started responding emotionally to me, it still very unusual to me.
Which brings me to another point. I am planning to start approaching chicks as I go on with my day rather than only during the sarges. It will expose me to the interaction with women and I will be able to meet much more women that way. For now I still going to keep sarging but I will start slowly moving in the situation where I just talk to women anywhere as long as I find her attractive. It of course also means I cannot keep writing every single interaction because it is way too much work and way too much time consuming.
To be honest with all the busy work I am feeling lately completely unmotivated. I was kind of planning to go sarge today, but then the day came and I just did not feel like going out at all. Eventually I dragged myself out of the house because I needed to get a haircut and buy a new boots for myself.
So I went out finished everything, looked around and as predicted I did not feel to even talk to all those chicks. Like a total apathy. I walk around, have cup of coffee and still nothing.
Eventually it is time to leave and I snap on myself, and think wtf is wrong with me, so I decide to stay 5 more minutes and make at least one approach.
Soon enough some very cute chick passing by, she is kind of walking fast but looked interesting in her orange pants, so I go and approach her. Deliver my opener and after short introduction it appears she is walking to some volunteering activity with kids. Than a following interaction happened.
Me: So you are helping kids out. Basically an angel (pause, looking on her) with pants.
Her: (starting laughing)
Me: Whaat. You would prefer to be an angel without pants.
Her: (starting laughing really strongly)
Me: (Once she calmed down a bit) It’s ok I will like you either way
After that I stayed and talked for a minute or two, but she was really in rush so I let her go, did not for the number because of time limit couldn’t any solid connection with her.
It is definitely much easier to escalate or do kino on a high note or on some positive momentum.
Really not sure wtf is wrong with me and with my lack of interest in approaching girls lately, I just got back to game after resting for almost 2 months, this should not be happening.